Failure

I failed. I failed I failed.

and I'm going to hop back up and get back on the wagon.

I have decided that my slacking and pity party and business is no longer an excuse for my plateau. I'm going to start "anew" November 1st.

I've lost almost 25 pounds, and KNOW that I can easily lose another 10 by New Years. So that is my goal. 10 more pounds by New Years. You heard it first here.

I ate a non-meal of random things for lunch today and feel terrible. I can't do this anymore. Am I tired still ? yes. Am I more active now? YES. Will I start dropping pounds when I get back to a strict diet? YES. i know i will.

so here it is. my commitment. Please hold me to it.

If you read this, post a comment.

feeling good

I feel like I have kind of gotten into the groove of this now. I am keeping up with my points pretty well, and am definitely feeling a lot better, not eating crap as often. I just had a big salad with chicken, feta, broccoli, cauliflower, and a wheat roll on the side and am full - it was delicious!

I'm keeping track of all of my foods on weight watchers eTools and can say that I am getting kind of addicted to it. I suppose that could be good haha.

I did figure out that either my scale at home is way off (by like 10 lbs...saying im 10lbs lighter), or the scale at WW was way over. Eitherway, I think it's time to buy a digital scale.

I'm really hoping that I will see a change on the scale this Thursday. I am going to be disappointed if I don't see SOMEthing different soon.

I know it's early on, but I'm one of those people that needs to see it to keep after it. I've never successfully lost weight...unless u count the time in 3rd grade I "earned" an original NES for losing weight. Ridiculous.